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Author: [personal profile] valkyriekat_47
Title: Get Out of The Way (Snape)
Word Count: 260
Rating: PG
Warnings: Angst, journal entry

Journal entry, Severus Snape. Date scrawled and illegible.

People talk about teen angst over kippers at breakfast. I have no kippers and I don't care. All I want is to get my way, get out of the way, a means and a reason to defy that which my senses tell me I must deny no matter how intoxicating the magic.

A reason. Angst. Why should I let Evans have such a pull? The Dark Lord denounces Mudbloods.

All the more reason to ignore him. The man is the Dark Lord, not a children's ride at the fair with the slow, easy disembarking.

Out of the way. Must. Potter can get out of the way, wait, she is a Potter.

I could save her from them both, James and the Riddle. Maybe work with her in the Order. No room for talented lively Lily with Death Eaters. She'd never join if she could. Those principles that seem to lead to destruction of all I hold dear.

I am a Death Eater. That mark shall never go, and I see no reason why it might. I cross a path. Dumbledore. A way out. I am a youth of age, still prone to angst and self-deception as any teen. They worry about the most inane things.

I just want some concrete escape. The things I have seen and done though dark carried power that thrilled like the more dangerous fair only with no precautions.

I must take care to lead a dual role and not vomit on the path away from the fairground.


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